@obal85 you asked if God exist,here is a real life story of someone .She is a mother of six children,the father of the children left her to marry someone else she is left alone to takecare of her children she is poor,she can not pay her house rent ,and in less than five years her first son died at the age of 25,her first grand child died,her mother and father died,her best friend is also dead.So do you think this person will still believe that there is a God? i don't think so.