While reading this before i even got to the part that you're a virgin I already knew. You do need to get out there and date women to see what you like and don't like in a woman. She's probably a nice girl but you sound like your so clingy to her because you have no experience with women and she is the only one around. Round up some of your friends and go out so you can socialize with more women. If you don't start somewhere you'll be easy to take advantage of later. Get the small stuff out of the way first. Don't just take any thing that comes your why.