Well initially when i first post the topic i meant it as a metaphor and i was just trying to emphasize my displeasure with the state of black relations. This was my first topic and time on this forum actually. This was a phase i was going through and i now understand that the type ofblack people u associate with can effect this notion. Of course i am not sick of being black andnever was but what i am sick isthis poor mentality. Is that in plain enough english people?bighairlol