you know what, not really sure bout this but i used to think bad luck was a curse from god or something, cuss when it comes to having bad lucks 2005 and 2006 were my worst years ever. from family deaths to being homless, to not having a pound to pay for a fuking buss pass to go for a job interview or getting a haircut, to my home being almost repossed. to being broke, you know things are bad when a pizza hut ad come on and you fuking wish you were eating it. you know thing are bad when you dont wana watch a food commercial cuss its gonna make you hungry. and that the last thing you want when you only got 3 pounds at home.

also not having sex for a whole year. lmao. i think its a karmar thing. what goes around come back thats how i see it. somethings just wont work-out no matter how you plan them. the good part about having hardtimes is that it helps with your maturity and you appreciate what you had. someone told me that when youv lost all youv had gained in life and you later on regain it , it make you a better person.

on the other hand poeple are responsible for thier lives. so bad luck might be due to our own stupidity and maybe lack of planing ahead. like i said though planing could backfire too. so id like to view this whole bad luck thing as not planing your life on the right path from the start. infact im not sure. its a spiritual thing lol