little thug - I tend to think in extremes so the reality is that it never really gets quite as bad as my mind may think for me to loose total hope. Been there too many times to know suicide is not an option...there's always another corne to turn. When one door is closed many others are open..consciousness is a good tool for being able to see them.

But the thought that somewhere in the world there is at least one but probably millions of people worse of than me who have not given up hope tells me I have not yet earned the right to give up hope myself. In the extreme you may find you simply need to re-evaluate your dreams and your ambitions...in many cases to something more attainable.

Got a friend who always rings me with the very words 'I need some of our motivation'. The last time he rang I put it to him who does he thinks motivates the motivator. Or as most notably put in the opening scene from the film Rockers, 'Humble thyself and jah jah will guide I and I'niceone.gif