yeah i keep asking the same questions- what was there at the beggining?. what is nothing? nothing must be something? who created GOD?. did he come to existence all by himself? is it possible for something to arise from nothing? what created the big bang?.

who created GOD? and does GOD have parents?.

the way i see it maybe something really can come from nothing. if you say something is nothing in the start of time and life. what is that something.

if there was darkness around the universe b4 it was created that vast empty darkness its self is something. some things you have to accept that we'll never know till we die. and if i die and there's nothing after this ohh what a pointless life it has been then. i would have ended mine long ago .

some people just live to exist and thats what many of us are living in. kinda pointless if you asked me. people go through tpugh shit in thier live. slave day and night and die.. haha. SAD ISNT it ?. of course if your a billionare then life has been worth living because. you;v had your heaven here on earth.

i once thought heaven was for people who failed to succed in this life. back when i was younger. they need a reassurance that all thier suffering wasnt in vain.

but like i said i believe in GOD NOW. dont ask me why. i guess im scared to stand on my own.

its pointless if there isn a GOD. that why ill keep believing there's a GOD.