Study season again, meaning 9-5 in the day, 7-10 food/tv, 10-12:30 sleep, 1 - 4 studying, 4-7 sleep - still only for a few months a time of your life but it sure gets monotonous. Strange though how when you know you should be studying everything else seems interesting...even Eastenders much more the village.

Man these IT exams never stop, I could seriously pack it all in and try a ting selling mango's in the caribbean or something. Work for me was always a means to an end, that end was the family so it kind of had no purpose once I wasn't living with the boys...it was like I was forced to actually see merit in the job I do an actually take it serious because it was the new endgame where climbing the 9-5 ladder was the new symbol of status and respect - still the extra quali's are priceless for getting work overseas.

Always hated working, the mere concept of having to work for a living has always had the psychological edge over me but if I have to work then it's a question more of what I am not willing to do, IT is the lesser to many other evils...I'd rather be in this trade screwing than being a mini cab driver screwing same way.

As for business, never really wanted it that much, work for me is really a bread on table thing, never had the energy or the drive or desire to take it further though I always wanted some kind of business for my children to inherit or get involved in just in case they couldn't make it the conventional academic way. Other than that, the least time I dedicate to making money the better, glad I can earn from just one thing and live relatively comfortable..couldn't be doing the 9-5 then min cabbing at night just to make ends meet - man must be free!