This sort of applied to me... I was always the one with something wrong with her, guys would not date me and called me ugly and the girls would always have something ignorant to say which really messed with my esteem and I started to actually believe it. Now I'm out of HS, I run into a lot of these guys who are now severe losers on myspace or either facebook and they always send me a message about how beautiful I am and all the other jazz and I'm just laughing on the inside. And I have seen some of those girls lately and they already have about 8 kids and are looking really busted and miserable. My appearance has not changed much at all since I graduated and I just realized that they were really just jealous individuals.