What am I doing?
Its so tiring so hard.

Try to get closer to you and walk away scarred.
Thought I could deal with the sharing, deal with the fleeting moments
But what am I meant to do?
Cant complain, I agreed to the terms and conditions but behold!
Just didn’t know the weather would be so cold.

I just need you here, need you closer than close
What am I meant to do, does anyone have a answer to the question I dare to ask.
That one night replays in my head continuously, each time a re-run of ecstasy.

I want you completely.. Deeply..fulfil me.
Don’t know how long my back will stand with the added pressure.
I await your touch, await the exchange of pleasure.

Cant make him choose, so girl you adapt.. Girl you Act!!

Just don’t mess up the journey., strengthen and arm yourself for the upward pilgrimage for the desire of your heart.