Hi there everyone just needed to reach out to you and you because I feel so alone right now. I've recently moved to Cape Town (South Africa) on what was supposed to be a good career move but damn its cold and I'm so alone, I keep asking myself if it was worth it as I don't know anyone here aside from my work colleagues and after 5pm they have their own lives to live and I go home to an empty flat. I've always been surrounded by friends and never felt I have to have a man but now I yearn for a man's touch and companionship I don't understand what's happening to me...............I've never been the religious type but recently I've found myself praying for a man it sounds pathetic I'm digusted with myself but that is how I feel. For some reason I cannot relate to the guys down here and I find myself thinking about my ex who I dumped before coming here....... can anyone relate? Help me get over this.