you are absolutely correct in much of what you say...

God is eternal, haivng no beginning and no ending...

just as i can not prove to you God's existance, you can neither disprove it. My spiritual life is based upon my analysis of what has been taught and witnessed to me. your's on the same or lack thereof.

one of us will eventually be proven right, one proven wrong...

i am well satisfied with my choices as you seem to also be with yours....