wanna end the voilence? these are the kind of examples young brothers need to follow

Black_Power · (#1 (**permalink**))

man read this on another forum but thought Its good this man ignored the devils work and carried on about his buisness

too many brothers would have taken the bait and stomped this dude out...anyway here it goes.

So Im up,,,

(Been on a crazy sleep schedule since I got addicted to the market..)

Decide, what the hell, let me go and grab a dutch and get some change so I can do at least o some laundry (before you cats start clowning, if you know anything about Manhattan, hell, nyc for that matter, that most apartments ,brand new or shitty,dont have w/d in the actual unit) before the actual day starts..

Cool, I stop by my mailbox as I was leaving the building..(this has significance)

just so happens, etrade sent some info on my new gm acct + the pin for my debit card..

cool, good shit..

So Im strollin,, looking thru my mail..

Fast forward 1 block..

Head inside the deli, say whattup to akh (I go here everyday/night damn near)

3 Spanish cats standing there talking to him (his homeboys apparently)

I survey the situation..

And these are obviously COKED THE **** OUT..

6th sense kicked in immediately,

Im like "look @ these niggas, high as ****"

So I walk up to the register (mind you the store isnt too big).. and stand next to one of em while he was ranting about some shit to akh....

Anyway, this DIRTY, high mf starts acting eratic, slightly swaying over in my direction as he's talking and shit..

Saw the mf look @ me sideways too so Im like "Yo, you drunk or some shit man?"

He like "nah, I aint drunk,but I can get real drunk"

Im like "word" and pull my hat off...

He passes his hat and shit to his homeboy (it's 3 of em)...

Akh looks @ me and looks @ him like "nah, chill, chill, that's my man"

His (the coked out kid) homeboy is looking @ him like nah chill, chill

Looking @ me like "it's all love, ya'll chill" "we all gotta respect each other"..

Im mad as shit at this point (you know the kinda angry you get when you trying to just chill, you focused, you trying to lay low, didnt even come outside for this bullshit this @ 5 in the morning kinda mad)

So I tell akh to give me my 3 dollars in change and a dutch.. he gives me a vanilla, Im like "nah, the grape one"

He put the quarters on the counter, I grabbed each set of 4 banging (had to direct that enrgy somewhere right then while deciding whether or not to swing on this dirty ass dude) on the fukin counter the whole time looking @ this fukin dirty ass loser like "word"...

I immediately think about the etrade papers in my pocket, think about how Im happy I found some shit I really like to do, just decided what type of Law I'd like to pursue, how ive been chilling, reading, researching, and basically just staying low,

Trying to make some good stock picks and flip some cash...

Mind you, Im in a good ass mood, just came outside on some early morning shit trying to do something productive

And here comes some dirty coked out neighborhood block huggin Spanish mf talking shit b/c he coked out....

Nigga told me he ran the block and that he'd "LET" me leave..

It took everything in me not to lay this dirty mf out....

I looked in his waistband, Im scoping the whole shit...

Brain factored everything and figured it wasnt worth it..

cops literally cruise 3rd ave all fukin night

hell on foot and by car

b/t the risk of going to jail, and the risk of one of them niggas having a banger (I didnt have shit on me).... I just walked the **** away..

I immediately peeped the nigga already had a scar on his neck..

Man I wanted to lay this mf out...

Nigga had to be 5'4" -5-6" (140-150)

Im 6'0 190

Adrenaline still pumping a little.....the nerve of this dirty ass dude man..

Even wanted to go back...

Guess a nigga growing up..

Sometimes, shit is not worth is

That just goes to show though, when God is blessing yo and giving you direction,,

The "devil" so to speak is always @ work...

Niggas dont have shit to live for out here,,,

Shit is crazy man

Just think

Young black man trying to do the right thing could have ended of dead or locked up (short lived , but I need to avoid LE @ all cost)

On some dumb shit...

Wanted to touch that dude though..

**** it..

Im just ranting here..

Nevermind the rest of this

Niggas dont have shit to live for and always trying to bring somebody down wit em...

I was just taking a walk and cooling the **** out for once..damn