i lie on the white sand in silence,
its only the cry of a distant sea gull which accompanies the gentle roll of the waves,
my mind adrift in troubled waters...consumed in utter confusion
so unlike the peaceful day outside
see...i fell in love with the perfect man
and he loves me more than life itself.
and he made me his wife...till death do us part.

but now,
he's far away in a distant land and i know he will come back to me
i know i will feel his gentle kiss again
and see the passion burn in his eyes
and feel his loins caressing me....
and i know i will lie down with him
and dance that age old dance.
when the universe is us two
and our bodies are inseparable like the land and the ocean.

you ask why?
why am i troubled?
well just the other day..a shadow passed by
just the other day...i was drawn to an irresistable magnet
just the other day...
i laid down with a young god and i felt alive
it had been long...and a woman has needs
that is what i try to tell myself ,
defending my evil deed
i defiled a sacred rule
i broke my vow
and christ,the terrible pain that shakes me
is this how Judas felt when he betrayed Jesus?
this terrible darkness has conqured my soul.


and i don know what to do when my love
comes back to my arms,
will he see the deciet in my eyes
or will he feel it in my soul?


that is my sorrow
as i lay down at the white sands
tears dried by the mid morning sun