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08-02-05, 04:26 PM
I am wrong?
To love a man that's already loved....
To think of him constantly....
Occupy my time and my energy......
Time not wasted....
just spent in good bliss.....
I have him in a special place.....
one reserved for keepsake.....
Not to justify my love....
but it's everything about him,
his smile, his lips....
the sweetness of his kiss......
I love this man......
His eyes captivate my inner most desire...
I swear he can read
what my hearts been saying....
'Epic of a Black man..... I loved and lost in One"
His embrace, such strength......
a safe haven against his chest....
But don't get it all twisted.....
my love is not all physical......
He has a funny way of mumbling...
when I'm not to get what he may have said....
his eyes laugh, when I notice....
the boy-child innocence I catch in him....
He struggles with the truth.....
I see it sometimes......
not wanted to disrespect or
have the intent to cause pain.......
Am I wrong to love him?
To love to hear him talk...
about his day... the most
simplest of things.....
Am I wrong to love him?
To hear his excitement....
when he plays.....
To know he has the joy of learning
TO educate..... to absorb all
which is available to him.....
Am I wrong to love him?
He has such passion for things....
He has his disappointments...
but he rides with the wave.....
till it brings him back in....
Am I wrong to love him?
A man I call my friend....
above all things...
But...........
What am I trying to prove here?
That my love for him is genuine?
Or...........
Am I just recognising.....
that my love.... is not enough
to hold him......
But then again
that's not possible......
Because you never had him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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