Why can't it all be simple?

I can't take it anymore.

Why doesn't it just stop;

finished, and closed door?

I'm tired,I need rest,

but I'm hurtin, and what for?!

The pain has torn me up inside,

My heartis feeling raw.



No one understands me,

I suffer all alone,

They think they know what it's about,

But they can't really be shown.

So I cover up, like nothing's wrong,

and I try hard not to moan,

I carry on like i'm okay,

Deal with it on my own.

Wrapped up ina world of confusion,

Trapped by the games that he's been using.

I can do better, but it's time to start proving.

I'm gonna love me, eradicate this bruising.



Time to heal, no energy, I'm drained.

Time to open eyes: he can't be changed.

Time to recognise he's on a different train.

Time to realise he used that other brain.



No looking back, misery, wasted tears.

I'm gonna stay strong, overcome my fears.

I'm gonna push him out, coz I don't need him near,

Be independant like i was for fifteen years.